Saturday, December 13th, 2003
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10:23 am - sleep with my memories.
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sooooooo you can make livejournals now with out a code.
Ive changed my username because I hate hate hate this one.
for now it's Jenniferrrrrr.
add it.
I dont know if Im going to keep it. but. add it.
toodles xjustagirlx286.
haha I feel bad leaving it behind.
It has some good memories.
current mood: nostalgic
current music: the get up kids - long goodnight & mass pike.
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2:48 am - and I forgot to mention..
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Brace yourself
Rachel Charnley was in school not only Thursday, but also Friday.
Im proud
she deserves a prize.
and I think I know what its going to be!!
I think today is tom delonges birthday.
I dont know.
I hope today is good.
and I think you all know what I mean by that.
*sigh* this song.
current mood: contemplative
current music: reggie - gloves.
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Friday, December 12th, 2003
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12:00 am - im kicking out fiercely at the world around me.
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Dear me,
Get a fucking grip.
I just want to say im sorry to anyone who has to listen to me whine everyday about my stupid high school bullshit problems. I really appreciate it though. I cant stand myself right now, so I cant even imagine what it must be like for others.
Fuck.
I just want to be happy and not crazy.
and not paranoid.
I feel way better than I did earlier
But I havent felt normal for almost 4 days now.
I feel nothing at all or completely depressed.
its stupid that I am listening to this song.
This weekend needs to be good.
It wont be, I can feel it, but I really need it to be.
Anyway. Georgia was back in school today so that was good. Just when you think sewing class cant suck anymore, it can if Georgias not there! 2nd period me and shane talked about our plans for next year. I told shane Im moving in with him. hahaha. best time in physics. shanes going to be like the house wife and im going to be the dead beat abusive husband. and shanes going to come home from work and me and darin are going to be there drinking and then we're going to get shane drunk and we're all going to be lushes and get evicted. and thats going to be our awesome lives!
I even did work in physics today.
and mr. ames creeped me out because he actually said
"oh my god, you actually got this done! Id hug you and kiss you right now, but that would probably be weird!"
I think I said yes, that would be a lot of weird.
now im eating some crackers. i had absolutely no appetite at all today. it was awesome and weird.
do I straighten my hair. or do I look like ass tomorrow.
hmm.
current mood: apathetic
current music: reggie and the full effect - gloves.
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Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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4:38 pm
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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
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11:09 pm - Just Because I Can..
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10:21 pm - it's always you in my big dreams.
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um today kind of blew. got up. got ready. found out plans with chris were off. then I was invited to go sledding with kelley and erin healey. but I couldnt go. soooo whatever I ended up going to the mall with my aunt maria. it was okay. I kind of felt lonely. I dont know. I did a lot of thinking on the way home, since my aunt was listening to sports radio alllll the way there and back.
I went to the gym with Stephanizzle and her sister around 6. I needed that to get my mind off some things.
GOD IM CRAZY!
Rudolph was good. It seems to get better every year.
Soleil I hope you were watching!!
mehhhhhh school tomorrow.
current mood: discontent
current music: something corporate - konstantine
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Monday, December 8th, 2003
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7:39 pm - snowwwww day
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Happy Snow Day everyone!
spent the day at Chris's house. yay.
that was fun and cute and stuff.
went off roading in the school parking lot with Jess and mom on the way home!! hahaha. it was all my mom too. "COME ON!"
Snow Day Number 2
theres talks of some sort of sledding adventure.
current mood: ecstatic
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003
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11:38 pm
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I fucking hate snow.
I could have hung out with chris tonight.
but nooo. fuck you snow.
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Friday, December 5th, 2003
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12:01 am - Jen and Jess's adventure part 2.
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so Im sitting here. talking to ms. rachel. all is normal. I gaze out the window, and think hmm it looks like lights are flashing on the house across the street. weird. no Im on drugs.
the flashing doesnt stop so I get my lazy ass up and look out the window. I see a car pulled over and a cop car. so of course I yell up to Jess, Jess comes runnign down the stairs like a little boy on christmas morning, we run to the window, and continue to watch a black dude get arrested for what appeared to be possesion. we saw him get cuffed and padded down. then the car got searched. oh man it reaked of awesomeness.
"whats going on"
"umm I think he's getting a hand job"
then the tow truck guy came. old school reeboks. mullet. skin tight jeans. every girls dream basically, and I let him slip away! thats gonna haunt me for the rest of my life. me and Jess were quite amused by the tow truck guy. but no one would understand that.
Jess flashes the lights.
Great way to get molested!
"by flashing the lights its like saying 'ahaha your job sucks!'"
"candyyyyyyy cane"
"oh my god! is the door locked"
"I deffinetly want to be a cop now"
current mood: dorky
current music: saves the day - three miles down
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Thursday, December 4th, 2003
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9:12 pm - "is that a baby"
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I didnt go to school today. Im sure I could have managed to get through the day, but my leg killlled and I would have had like no friends today because of that feild trip. so I was like foook it!
went to the doctors. that was enjoyable. kind of.
"the fonz" haha. I love when people laugh at me.
came home. went to sleep around 2. it was such a nice sleep. I was so comfy and I had all of this on repeat. mmm it would have been nice if I had had some one to cuddle with.
so I woke up around 4 and I had messages from soleil and stephanie. yay! so I went over to stephanies about an hour later. almost made my mom get into an accident on the way there because a fucking deer was about to run into the street so I was like AHHHH!! and my mom was like I FUCKING SAW IT!! your screaming is what almost got me into an accident!
so anyway. stephanies
dark room
random weird past/present crushes
trying to freak ourselves out in the mirror
PARIS HILTON = lady smoking a cigarette and dancing
or
a monkey peeing!?
good times. so now im sitting here. getting all worked up. ahhhhhhhhhh nervousness.
I need something to do tomorrow night.
Justin sent me some of his bands songs. theyre really good. Im enjoying them.
current mood: little fucking nervous.
current music: the wonderful art of backstabbing.
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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12:58 am - thisischrislinde: GAWD! PASS THIRD GRADE!
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today is kind of a blur.
we had one of those old school junior high assemblies today, with the real hip music! anywho. there was a kid with a fake leg playing basketball in it. stephanie laughs. "stephanie thats not funny!" kid is pushed over during the game. I burst out laughing!!!! im terrible this week.
the funny thing about it was the video showed kids drinking and doing drugs, but nothing bad happened to them. they were just having a good time. "all that assembly made me want to do is drink and get fucked up"
5th p. we filled out our senior survey thingys. good times.
snatch. hahahha.
so I guess my daddys going to be in the hospital a little longer and he has to have surgery. I feel bad. I havent even gone in to see him, but I figured the reason for not going is because ive been at the gym when my mom goes and I know my dad would rather have me at the gym! being the fitness nazi that he is!
eight words
pepsi loves hot dogs.
hot dogs loves pepsi.
cutest thing in the wholeeeeeee world!
LiLAnGeL079: URE NOT EATING ARE YOU!?!?
the simple life
"have you ever had a job before"
"ive never had a job, but I was a figure skater."
current mood: blank
current music: blink 182 - down.
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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
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11:21 pm - aww <3
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Auto response from JenCrosbYwasHere : jess is on
you better leave love!
thisischrislinde: YOU BETTER STOP BEING SUCH A SELF CENTERED WHORRRRRE!
hahaha.
JenCrosbYwasHere: i have to get my leg amputated!
inluvwitMULLETS: leg amputated!?! thats horrible... i cant be ur friend
JenCrosbYwasHere: ohhhhh comm on!
JenCrosbYwasHere: im gonna get a real nice fake one!
inluvwitMULLETS: no way... b/c i know what u would do.. at partys when u were drunk u would take the leg off and be like look at me i have one leg... and then everyone would know ur secret
JenCrosbYwasHere: ahahahahaha
inluvwitMULLETS: and i cant be around that
JenCrosbYwasHere: yeah but you would be drunk! so you would be like YEAHHHHH!!
JenCrosbYwasHere: you'd be doing shots off my fake leg!
inluvwitMULLETS: ahahahha
inluvwitMULLETS: i would not
inluvwitMULLETS: ::pukes:::
JenCrosbYwasHere: you could dance with it!
Auto response from inluvwitMULLETS: JenCrosbYwasHere: you'd be doing shots off my fake leg!
...enough said... i'm doing my homework now..if anyone else wants to amputate a leg just let me know...
<3 nicole <3
JenCrosbYwasHere: okay now name your favorite animal
TheDarinThompson: dog
JenCrosbYwasHere: haha okay and now 3 adj. for why they're your favorite
TheDarinThompson: cuase i like there style
current mood: amused
current music: the starting line - saddest girl story.
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6:14 pm
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I forgot to mention how I wanted to knock some ones fucking teeth out today. why he has to be so mean to me, I dont underdtand. so obnoxious. so unnecessary. so hoping I can get through the rest of my high school career with out ever having to see his stupid fucking face. peice of shit.
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5:29 pm - eating disorders are all the rage.
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I just had the worst fucking leg cramp ever!!!!! I fell asleep for about an hour, woke up, streched my leg and the second i moved i could feel it. Oh my fucking god!! I was like crap Im going to die and no one will find me until the morning. I bit my fucking arm to try to releive the pain.
now it just makes me laugh. cause I flipped out.
anyyyyway. not much going on. chris is transferring to OA next week. thats going to be soooooooo awesome and soooooo weird. im a little nervous. I dont know why. Im so weird.
girl talk during 5th period is fun because we're all oblivious to the fact that there are about 40 other people surrounding us that can totally hear us. best thing was when we were talking about blow jobs and mrs. hadge came over to tell us to keep it down because kenny couldnt talk over us. hahaha.
I cannot beleive its fucking december.
current mood: anxious
current music: new found glory - never sometimes.
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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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2:31 pm - do you remember the JAMC.
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Im having this strange nervous feeling for absolutely no reason. like intense butterflies and all Im doing is sitting here, with nothing to worry about.
Bizzarr.
current mood: nervous
current music: death cab for cutie - we looked like giants.
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Monday, November 24th, 2003
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8:54 pm - Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin.
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so we talked! and its mutual! yay!
and he sent me text messages today during school. I acted like such a fucking girl, but whatever, it made me soooo happy.
current mood: happy
current music: britney - toxic.
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
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12:33 pm
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so
who
else
had
an
amazingggggggly
good
weekend?
because I sure did!!
current mood: happy
current music: death cab - title and registration.
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
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11:21 pm - another night with her, but im always wanting you.
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I dont know why, but Ive been a complete mess since I got home today. and no one was online earlier to make me feel better.I have one of those icky feelings. I know somethings wrong, but I dont know what. which makes me insane. I hate being upset about nothing.
I did get the new Blink today. Incredible. This song is so incredible.
current mood: weird
current music: blink 182 - all of this
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12:04 am - Its funny how I find myself in love with you.
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I have no clue where the day went.
school was lame.
same old people, or person, annoyed the fuck out of me.
I dont know what I did after school.
slept
ate
excersized
wondered around the house.
played dress up
went online for a long time. Chris Linde made my day today. I think he's one of the only people that made me laugh.
thisischrislinde: he'll be black
thisischrislinde: and a woman
anywayyyyyy. im confused again. yeahh. but, still good.
current mood: good. tired. confused.
current music: no doubt - its my life.
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Saturday, November 15th, 2003
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2:00 am
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I forgot.
so the Bechtels have had this cat, Sugar, for years now. and it ran away, finally. and they put up flyers and stuff, and one of their neighbors called, saying it was in their yard. So Laury, the mother, went to get it, brought it home, and then Allen, the dad, came home and was like thats not Sugar!! But they decided to keep this cat, and they just act like it's sugar. it was so bizarre to me for some reason. they were like this one is a lot more friendly, so we're just going to keep it. Like, how do you just replace your cat like that, not to mention they basically just stole some ones cat!!
SUGAR, if you are out there, no cat can ever replace you.
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